I'm just an indie kidie boy! who doesn't feel that I need to have somebody qualify my music in any particular way. I'm making music for myself.If you make music for the human needs you have within yourself, then you do it for all humans who need the same things. You enrich humanity with the profound expression of these feelings.What I like my music to do to me is awaken the ghosts inside of me.I don't put boundaries on myself when I play on stage.So what if I'm doin stupid shit on stage and doin what I want to do? It's not me shooting nobody, stabbing nobody, killing nobody. It's a peaceful gesture and they have to respect that and appreciate that.I used to think that anyone doing anything weird was weird. I suddenly realized that anyone doing anything weird wasn't weird at all and it was the people saying they were weird.Now, performing is my second nature and I love every second of it. It is a very emotional thing when my performance sucked ;maybe I'm hitting on something that I don't want to deal with.When I feel like I've had a good show, I go backstage and I talk to myself about it, and if I have a bad show I talk to myrself about it.All of it is so personal.
I like giving people something they don't want to miss the next time. It's a show with little twists and turns and curves.It has me being silly and stupid and compassionate and completely deep.It is like therapy. When I play somebody else's song,I have to make it my own or it doesn't feel right. I'll say to myself,I wrote this and he doesn't know it! I end up writing about all kinds of things. I never make an attempt to write about anything in particular. I don't have a little list of topics to write about. Songwriting is a very mysterious process. It feels like creating something from nothing. It's something I don't feel like I really control.The songs are not necessarily autobiographical. A lot of songs are a combination of influences. It might be some part of my life, or something I've felt,or something somebody's told me. It all comes together.I just kept it real and have the freedom to do what I want. It's not resigned for any age group. It's not made for radio.I think people who create and write, it actually does flows,just flows from their head and they write it down. It's simple.With other people, i've always swapping music. Somebody is always listening to something i've never heard.I think it's a great way to hear all sorts of new things. I have to pay attention to the moment and make it the best it can be for it.I've been trying to do that. It's really made a major difference for me.I'm not trying necessarily to become a rock star;that wouldn't be bad but that's not the aim. I'm just trying to do interesting things and go into areas where I've not been before.I love to study in school and I'm falling in love with making music, so it's like having two girlfriends. But I can handle it.(I hope)
I'm not making or playing music for stupid money,I've got enough money to live.Like you and your woman ain't gettin' along and you're in love. You can't sleep at nights. Your mind is on her - on whatever.You can't hug that money at night.You can't kiss it.It doesn't matter about money; having it, not having it. Or having clothes, or not having them. You're still left alone with yourself in the end.I used the music kind of as therapy, and it's just amazing that I feel so free after doing that.I feel like I had it trapped inside of me and now I feel free. So it's been a very good therapy session for me as well.For whatever reason, not all people are born with the particular gift of being able to express ourselves through music. And, believe me, it is a gift.This is what all good musicians understand.Those who have expressed doubts and misgivings about their ability to live this kind of life shouldn't try, because being a musician is not something you chose to be, it is something you are.In the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make.

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